i just submitted my second college application oh ym gosh
fuck college essays fr
omg lol thank you friend :-)
i filmed the accent challenge thing that dani tagged me in forever ago but idk if i wanna post it
hey babe, did you ever stop and think that maybe i didn’t always want to be “innocent sweet little Julie” who spent all her free time on tumblr? (not that that’s a bad thing at all omg pls don’t take it that way) when summer was coming to an end, i realized how much time i wasted over those past 3 months, and past 3 years of school in general, and i made a promise to myself that i wouldn’t waste any time during this school year.
it is my senior year of high school. when may 29th comes around and i graduate, that’s it. it’s all done, it’s all over, and i’ll be leaving the people i’ve gone to school with for 11 years. i will probably never see most of them again. i’m getting ready to go to college next fall, where everything, my entire life, will be completely, 100% different. i won’t have my best friend around the corner from me, i won’t be able to drive around aimlessly at 1am with anyone, i won’t be able to stay up all night talking on my back porch with anyone. no more friday night post-football game bonfires, no more all night netflix marathons with my friends, no more sneaking out to go make out with the guy i’ve been in love with for almost 6 months. i’m getting in all the time that i can with these people because the truth is, after we graduate and everyone goes off to college at the end of the summer, it’ll never be guaranteed that we’ll see each other again.
i promised myself that i would make this the best year of my life, no matter what. i’ve been taking chances i never would’ve taken a few months ago, and i’m finally to the point where, when i say i don’t care about something, i actually don’t care at all. i’m more accepting of who i am as a person and have gotten way more comfortable in my own skin. i finally have an amazing group of friends who have brought out the best in me, and brought out who i really am. i’m more outgoing, independent, and free than i’ve ever been, and it’s all because i finally sat back and realized how quickly time is going by, and that i don’t want to waste a second of it if i don’t have to.
you are who you make yourself out to be, and just because you don’t see me as how i used to be, doesn’t mean that who i am now is a bad thing.
WAIT I WANT TO TINYCHAT SOMEONE TINYCHAT W ME
i put a filter on that selfie but no i didn’t edit the color of my eyes if that’s what you mean friend
school and work and college stuff has taken over my life during the week and then on the weekends i’ve just been hanging out w my friends / going to parties / etc. every weekend since school started lol
i’m just trying to make my last year at home worthwhile that’s all :-) i didn’t mean to put tumblr on the back burner but sometimes u gotta do what u gotta do friend !!
HI I MISS TUMBLR AND ALL OF YOU A LOT I’M SORRY I SUCK SO BAD AT COMING ON HERE LATELY